NpE aK mNtAk kAlO Ak X SnGgOp nK BuAd ? ~

Ya ALLAH apa punya dugaan larh ? pelik la ak x penah gado x penah ape-2 larh nan dy gado mnja-2 da ar .. da setaun lebeyh da kwn tp knpa ak mnx ptos ? gyla ka ak ney ? haha 12.45 ak secara rasmi single tok buad smentara waktu..tp still kwn ak hrp sanad ak dpt idop bsama dy tok slamanya tp nk buad cmna an ? takpa tp ak pelik ak x pena gado nan dy pun .. 2 larh an ak ney bwu 2 kaly ja cple suma 1 taun lebey x penah gado kea ap.. 2 yunk ak heran 2 tp nk buad cmne ? ak takowd larh sbennye nk kwn lma-2 ney sbenanye ak takowd kehilgn.. urm tp cmne pown ak nk kwn gax nan dy.. dy dah ar baek.. baek sanad.. susa kamy nk mra-2 ke ap slma kamy kwn xde mslh ape pown slalo dy bg drongan tok ak.. berat aty weyh ak x taw nk cta at cpa ney tmpt mgadu ak.. ak syg dy gyla weyh. xde owg laen pown.. tp mcty ade hikmah np ak ptos nan dy an ? ak akui ak mmg bukan yunk terbaek tok dy.. ak mnx maaf sanad.. serious x dak niat tdy pown pas dy ekhlas lpskn ak kamy smbg elok jaa pown ciap gelak-2 gie tp ak emo lebeyh dowk nangez dramaking toi larh gpown ak bkn nk p mna pown ak still dlm aty dy.. mna nk taw kalo dy brubh aty.. kehidupan dy pnjg gie.. rmai owg dy nk jmpa gie an lgy cantek suma da :) betoi ka dy nk 2unggu ak ? hopefully dy 2unggu ak tp ak asa x kuat sanad.. ya ALLAH mcm mana larh ak nk idop pasni tadak dy.. dan ak perlu tima kyataan yunk dy da jdy kwn ak da.. bkn kekasih ak da.. x leyh tima ar statement tuh.. cmna larh owg ptos cinta ? ney bwu berhenti seketika jaa.. ak pown kna pk bnyk gie PMR pown x lepas gie tp nk buad cmna weyhh ? x leyh idop ney.. ak pown np p buad kputusan cm tuh ? x sngop weyh.. ada kwn pon x leyh arap tyma ak perlu an depa suma x da.. cmney ka kwn ? byla depa susa ak ada tok depa byla ak susah ? takpa ak engt ncib ak ad MR. BLOGGER ak ney boleyh jugax ak nk luah ap yunk ad lam aty ney.. awkk.. awk slalo dhaty saia k.. cmne pown saia engt awkk.. saia harap awk x lupa saia.. awk x cri org lain.. saia halalkan ap yunk saia beri at awk sbb saia beri dgn aty yunk ekhlas .. saia x mnx bale pown.. awk saia mnx maap kalo saia lukakan aty awk .. saia x dgr ckp awk tuh sory.. saia jnjy saia x cri cpa-2 dah lam idop saia.. saia takowd byla saia dah syg saia terpaksa tinggl cmney.. :( need someone now.. nk cta mslh ..